Ugh. I just feel tired and very bored right now. I don't feel very sharp, competitive, or very aggressive at all right now. I'm not stressed, but rather relaxed. I've been passive too, my mind wandering aimlessly.

I'm really not in the mood to deal with anything right now. I'm not in the mood to deal with criticism, being reminded of my past mistakes, or demanding situations. It's getting to the point where goals and desires that once seemed so important- especially ones that are pushing my own interests just don't matter to me as much anymore. I just don't see things happening quick enough for me.

I'm in an empty, mindless state. I'm neither depressed or happy. Just numb, not feeling anything. It's like I no longer have a soul. At least for today.

I just wish I could find new distractions and ways to keep my active imagination stimulated... drawing and reading can only go so far. I also need new partners to role play with.

Maybe I'll just go to bed tonight. *Sigh*

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