I actually do several small tasks before bedtime. I shut down the computer and television, sometimes unplugging most appliances during a storm but the fridge. I sometimes take a shower before bed if I feel too dirty to crawl into the sheets. I brush my teeth before bed, sometimes flossing. I feed and water my bottomless pit stomach of a cat. Last but not least I pray and read a couple chapters of the bible per night. Or sometimes I just read- usually manga novels or some paranormal book.

I guess I've always been a multi-tasker, just as long as it doesn't get too overwhelming. Maybe I'm just weird.

Tags: writer's block
Current Mood: bored

Right now I've been dealing with explosive mood swings for the past couple hours. Sometimes I get extremely depressed, other times I suffer anxiety, and another moment I get extremely pissed off at almost everything going wrong with my life and much of the world, envious of almost everyone...

Then I have the urge to slam doors, scream and cry, and bang on walls only no one would hear me or care.

Did I mention I'm on my period? My blood flow is heavy right now and my moods are downright awful. The heat isn't helping matters much either.

Is there any hope for my explosive PMS to be controlled? I can't go on birth control due to high blood pressure. Anti Depressants will kill me. Midol isn't strong enough.

Anything?

It's driving me and my friends insane. I can't take it anymore.

Current Mood: frustrated